Wednesday, July 15, 2020

I Kept Running and excerpt from The Poetic Pen


I KEPT RUNNING



I had an idea of who God wanted me to be

At that time I was very young

And just wanted to be free

Living my life for Him

Would have robbed me of my fun

God called me too soon

Just before my young adult years had begun



I knew I should have said yes

Immediately after hearing Elohim’s call

But when I looked at my friends

They were all having a ball

So much I would have missed

If I had immediately said yes

I also knew that running to God

Would have caused me to be blessed



But I ran away for as long as I could

I kept running and running

Running away from Him

Running into the world

My attempts to embrace sin

Running away from the call

Running away from God’s plan

Running away, attempting to embrace

The plans of sinful man



I kept running deeper into the world

Attempting to have some fun

Farther and farther away from God

And much further from His Son

The farther I went away

The greater was my pain

Eventually my worldly pleasures

I was unable to sustain

Emptiness consumed me

And my soul began to cry

Because I trusted my deceitful heart

Which repeatedly told me lies



Pleasures became pain

And my so-called friends went away

All because from God’s call

 I decided to go astray

I’m alone again

Back to where I first started

At that same crossroad

Where from God I had departed

Foolish was I to run away from Him

Believing that I would be safe

By embracing the pleasures of sin

I kept running but never able

 To gain much distance

I kept running because I was motivated

 By my adamant resistance

To yield to God’s call upon my fragile life

I embraced the world, I felt so much pain

And I also discovered envy and strife



I changed directions but I still kept on running



Running away from the things that were

Deceiving me

This time running towards my God

Wanting my soul to be made free

Once again I’m running

 Running as fast as I can

Running away from the world

And running away from sinful man



Freedom I sought, God’s grace and His divine love

I kept running from the world

My emotions set on things above

I kept running; running away from everything

That appeared to be sin

I kept running back to God

Knowing that in Him my new life will begin

I kept running, moving as fast as I can

I kept running toward Jesus

The Son of God and the Son of man

I kept running toward God

Because my soul was yelling YES

Yes to Your will Lord

Yes I want my life to be blest



I kept running because I decided

To answer God’s call

No more desires for sin

And no more erecting of walls

No more running away from my purpose

And no more running away from Him

I kept running toward Jesus



And running away from sin.





James 4:17  - Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin.